Wednesday, July 29, 2009

This Girl



I'm feeling shitty. why? many reasons, most likely she wont be Reading this so ill say it anyway. Well, here's my story. I fell in love with a girl. we were in love (falsely) we were together for four months. she dumps me a few days before my birthday. 2 weeks after she dates some guy who asked her out while we were together. i try to keep it in, and as pathetic as it is I'm still caring for her. i still miss her :[ :[ :[ sex doesn't work, other girls don't work, nothing is helping. i just hope that when some of you read this, that you can help me get over it. Lately i asked 20 of my friends to do me a humongous favor. i told them to send a message helping her remind her about us. i know shes with someone, but still, a reminder is better than nothing, some sent, "020709" others sent things like it. she prolly got annoyed lol. but she never asked. it hurts still. and i'm a fighter i will not stop. many many many things. we once said to each other that we were sick with cancer... LOVE CANCER lol. and that there was no cure. and i guess at the end of all this, all i can say is that, I will Never Be cured. And today, just as i was starting to get over it, a friend asks me, "YOu together with ****** yet?" i shook my head and sulked. this might be my longest post, and i just can't help it. If you read this, thank you. and for one of you who i know will be readin this, I'm So very Sorry.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

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Lately been Feeling very depressed, and yet i seem to show a good side in front of people. but when I'm alone i feel like SHIT. summer school is fun, and HARD. damn to my health/life skills teacher for failing me. so anyways been doing the same shit. gonna buy Run's house DVD seasons. aha. in the meant time. lets talk about Sex, Its good ass hell. but if you're like me and do it with strangers, then be sure to get good condoms and have sex with people who do not have Diseases. Lol apparently no one in my school blogz, cept for a few. Not to be racist, but all the Black people blog. I'm cool with them tho. UGH i know i haven't posted videos yet, but here are some clothing options i plan on Purchasing later this summer. Well ne Wayz, PEACE. guys, use condoms. Girls, just enjoy it!! ahahahaa


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