This Girl

I'm feeling shitty. why? many reasons, most likely she wont be Reading this so ill say it anyway. Well, here's my story. I fell in love with a girl. we were in love (falsely) we were together for four months. she dumps me a few days before my birthday. 2 weeks after she dates some guy who asked her out while we were together. i try to keep it in, and as pathetic as it is I'm still caring for her. i still miss her :[ :[ :[ sex doesn't work, other girls don't work, nothing is helping. i just hope that when some of you read this, that you can help me get over it. Lately i asked 20 of my friends to do me a humongous favor. i told them to send a message helping her remind her about us. i know shes with someone, but still, a reminder is better than nothing, some sent, "020709" others sent things like it. she prolly got annoyed lol. but she never asked. it hurts still. and i'm a fighter i will not stop. many many many things. we once said to each other that we were sick with cancer... LOVE CANCER lol. and that there was no cure. and i guess at the end of all this, all i can say is that, I will Never Be cured. And today, just as i was starting to get over it, a friend asks me, "YOu together with ****** yet?" i shook my head and sulked. this might be my longest post, and i just can't help it. If you read this, thank you. and for one of you who i know will be readin this, I'm So very Sorry.